27 January 2012

Am I ready??

Lately I received a lot of wedding invitation..Bestfriends,labmates...Alhamdulillah I'm happy for them..But am I ready?I'm 24 this year and maybe another 2 or 3 years I will finally reach that step too.

Everytime I think about that, I feel nervous.I want to settle down with the man  I love,and most importantly the man that will love me too.More than I do.For me, in marriage what important is 1:Barakah and 2:Love.I'm not saying that money is not important.But you have to get things in perspective.In proportion.Love is the thing.Not status.Not money.Because as long as you love each other, you will try your best to please your partner.To make sure they live a comfortable life. But how confident I am to believe if that person is the one??

Marriage is a lifetime decision. For the past 6 years, I've been together with him, whom Insyaallah will be my future husband. I never betrayed him and will never as long as i'm with him. We both face ups and downs, we try sort out things in our life yet quarrels seems to be part of it.And thats make me afraid of commitment namely marriage. Still I love him and want to marry him( blushing) EHEM.Cough cough, straightened my shirt collar n lets get serious back.It's not that I don't want to get married but its the life after it I'm afraid of. I've seen so many couple that hardly talk to each other. I understand that. I'm not saying all, but sometimes guys tend to ignore when their wife get hurt or sulking.They just thought its not their problem and it will fade by time.But hurt, anger and resentment builds when you ignore the signs of problems in your relationship.Sounds like Doctor love right?

I just hope when the time comes, I will be ready so do my partner. I just hope marriage will lead us to a happy life in this world and in afterlife.May our marriage end up in Jannah and full of barakah.Seems like I'm getting married soon right?Nah..No money no talk.hihi^.^

25 January 2012

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.

Agree??^.^

18 January 2012

Mari membebel-_-"

Assalamualaikum n evening guys...

Hows your day?Hari ni dah hari Rabu..lagi dua hari dah cuti yeay yeay..Balik kampung tak?Mesti invitation kenduri kahwin tak menang tangan kan..Me too..sampai tak dapat pergi my bestfriend's wedding dekat Penang oh sedihnya..To Nur Hanis Athirah i am really sorry I wish I hv superpower or Doraemon's magic pocket so that I can be in two places within 2 seconds:(

Okay nak start membebel pulak. Sebenarnya hari ni nak share perasaan dekat hati ni..Korang ada tengok video yang post kat facebook??Yang filipino girl tercabut gigi and luahan hati sorang girlfren kepada boyfren nye..Hmm apa pendapat korang tentang video tu??Tak tau la..for me,tak payah lah nak hebohkan sangat aib orang...Cuba kita duduk dekat tempat mereka??Do you find it hilarious to make fun of people?What kind of joke is that?Well for me I didn't get the joke.Appearance based discrimination or beauty bias certainly didn't make me laugh.

Okay bukan lah nak emosional sangat pasal benda ni. Maybe dorang kata,kalau tak nak kutuk siapa suruh upload video tu kan?Tapi mana tau kalau that girl is mangsa penipuan, mana tau bf dia main2 kan dia,pergi upload kat youtube?or handphone dia orang godam GODAM?OMG kau terer bm rupanye Ira and upload video tu.The thing is, tengok dekat mana2 komen orang yang post dekat video tu,banyak boys yang cakap-"kalau muka cantik tu takpela ni dahla huduh gila ptuihhh','muka macam indon sapu sampah ada hati nak hantar video aku sepak mati perempuan ni"(contoh)..kalau betul dia yang upload video tu..ermm..agak kasihan la jugak kat diri dia. Tapi cuba kalau girl muka macam Nora Danish yang post?Mesti komen tu dah bertukar macam ni -->"Bestnye la I wish Im your bf.comel lote rasa nak cubit aumm'.Maybe lah salah dia but perlu ke korang hina sampai macam tu sekali and lepastu pergi share dekat semua orang????Kalau nak marah pun,marah la kenapa nak beromantik sangat dekat youtube ke apa kan?ini tak,marah sebab meluat muka dia buruk.hmm..Pasal yg girl filipino tercabut gigi palsu tu pulak..satu dunia dah tau siapa dia..bayangkan kalau dia jalan2 orang ejek,and lastly dia tak tahan dia end up bunuh diri or tekanan sampai jadi gila.Don't take this thing lightly guys.Stop amalan suka sebarkan aib orang ni..Ni peringatan untuk diri sendiri jugak.Yelah we all human tend to do mistakes.

P/s: This entry,tiada kena mengena dengan siapa2 pun.This is only my opinion.Ok?Chill:)

12 January 2012

Malas!

Assalamualaikum and hi everybody....

Nak tanya korang pemalas macam saya tak?Kalau tak malas pleaseee bagi nasihat sikiit how to be rajin eh?Lately dunno why ..sangat2 malas...What happen to your new year resolution Ira?Nak jadi super hardworking lah,grad on time lah..Ah....suka janji manis mu.

I need to prepare for tomorrow classes(class'es' tuuu...ececeh gaya macam guru berjaya tak hihi)..Semalam, instead of studying for tomorrow subject,I spent hours and hours gossiping with my housemate,eating,facebooking.When Kak Ifa ask me to continue studying, I start 'buat muka',open F5 science book,rolling here and there in my bed like a giant panda(don't picture me as cute panda,the only thing i have in common with panda is my dark eye circle-_-")and lastly I end up grabbing Sophie Kinsella"s novel and 20minutes after that snored till morning.Bila bangun pagi menyesal eh kenapa lahh tak baca buku semalam????

Pagi tadi check result PCR, I only got faint band.Argghhh stress sekali lagi.Dahlah nak tunggu machine PCR tu 4hours,nak run gel lagii..EEE malas tau tak..Rasa nak mengamuk dalam lab macam rebellious 3 years old little kid yang mengamuk bila mama simpan mainan. Boleh tak nak duduk rumah ada orang gaji masak makanan sedap2,tengok tv sepanjang hari and buka cimbclick tiap2 hujung bulan tengok orang da bank in 10K?Tak pun jalan2 terpijak sploh juta lepas tu boleh berhenti belajar duduk rumah.Okay 10juta banyak sangat,9 juta pleasee?*Buat gaya puss in the boot-Mata bersinar2*

It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer.  ~Albert Einstein